Archive for September, 2005

Back to smoking

Monday, September 26th, 2005

Dear Friends, so sorry that I am back to smoking in these 2 days.

When I work, I feel stressful and totally clueless. The situation changes when I have a cigarette, I can express myself better. Especially when you are working with a group of smokers, you want to join.

Actually, I really hate the smell of cigarette. Sometimes, I want to throw up after smoking. I dont want my hair and my clothes become stinky. Still, I smoke.

I do hope this is my last pocket of cigarette. Please help.

Especially when I know I will not see "him" today, I want a cigarette.

Happy Happy Job!!

Monday, September 26th, 2005

It’s 2 am now. I am still sitting in the office.
I am not tired at all. I am so happy with this job at this moment.
Although we dont know what actually the American Director is thinking of, we are still enjoying our job. We are working with a group of interesting people who put their afford in this job. I work and leave my boyfriend alone, but I still call him everyday to show my love to him. I know he know how workaholic I am.
I do hope we can make this job the best job I have ever done. It should be a gorgeous shooting!
I am so excited with it!!

Lost

Tuesday, September 6th, 2005

It’s not the TV series, but the status of my mind.

I am so lost. I am still seeking for a new job. My health is worse than before because I always stay at home. I need to work out a little bit.

That’s why I need to do more exercise. I need to be fit. Because of my bad habit half year ago, I cannot swim for 50m; I cannot sing for more than 5 hours. I am so glad that I have quitted smoking that fast. Now, I need to spend time to gain back my health.

For a party girl likes me, it’s quite unbelievable to stand a healthy life. But I do enjoying my life now.

I just dont understand why my parent suddenly parent me so much. Hey! I am 25 already and I know what I am doing. In the past, I could go out at midnight, I could smoke, I could drink, I could stay overnight outside. I just dont understand why they suddenly cannot let me to do all of above! I quitted smoking and drinking by myself and they dont appreciate!! It is confusing to me.

I want my parents back… I am sure that someone has stolen my best parents of the world…

Charlie and the Chocolate Factory

Tuesday, September 6th, 2005

I have seen this film twice. I haven’t been that "Tim Burton-mania" for very long time. His last film "Big Fish" is not that interesting to me.

But, this time, "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory" is so great! I have seen the old version of the movie "Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory" right before I went in the cinema. The new one is undoubtly more successful then the previous one.

One of the reason is that the improvement in filming technology and also the big budget of making this film. I am sure that the old movie cannot make a real chocolate waterfall because of the limitation of budget. The real chocolate waterfall set is really impressing.

The most impressing thing to me is not the gorgeous setting, but the style of storytelling of Tim Burton. I found a few point that is so special showing why it is a Tim Burton’s film.

1. Black Humor - showing from the scene Willy Wonka welcome the visitors turn out burning the dolly robots, and building a room for curing the burnt robots in the factory (Which should not existed in the novel)

2. Relationship between Father and Son - same as Big Fish, it is the theme of most of Tim Burton’s film, also in "Edward Scissorhands", the relationship between Edward and the Scientist invented Edward. This time, the relationship between Willy Wonka and his Dentist father. The family love can also be showed in the faith of loving from parents of Charlie.

This 2 points make this movie is not just a children movie. In fact, the parents can enjoy this movie as much as their children.

Last words to note, please those parents of young children see the Cantonese dialog version of the film. I cannot stand a child asking question to its parent and distract me from the fantastic movie world…