The Switchon gets FREE!!

I am tired after the first day of work last night. I arrived home and then say good night to my love and then planning to go to bed. I got a phone call from my friend.

I haven’t talked with her for long long time, because of my busy life suffering from that terrible project I have said before.

She has called me several times saying that she was not happy but I just threw her behind my brain.

I am so sorry that I were not with her after that terrible incident/accident.

I dont know why someone you know can be that evil. You did know you can hurt someone but you still did that just for animal instinct. Oh. I am so sorry to know that evil one.

I got my job last night at 2am.

It’s unbelievable. I suddenly become a producer of a photographer’s workshop. I can try my best to control everything there. To make sure every parties know what they need to do.

I dont know how long I will stay but it is a brand new experience to me. I dont want to disappoint anyone anymore.

Here is a photo of my new work station. It has been covered with piles of document. Very messy. I try to clean it up to make myself comfortable.

It’s is the biggest Mac monitor I have ever used.

I got a flu.

I cannot meet my boyfriend, I am afraid to infect him.
I cannot make indie film, I have no energy for physical labour.
I cannot meet my 7 sisters, I am afraid to cough in front of them.

Still I need to go out for a new job. Sign…

I want a tarot. Anybody can help?

I am now having a break. That’s why I have time for making indie film with my university classmates. It’s directed by Jan Kwan who is still passinated on making films.

Last night, May and I were asked to attend a PRODUCTION MEETING. Sorry, we’ve still not yet started our PRODUCTION MEETING at midnight. Still, we were busy on making a wooden frame for soft lighting. Yan is not good at wood work, he made all the nails bent. Ho wondered why dont we rent a steel frame instead, which only costs 20 bucks. Finally, we made it and we moved to our PRODUCTION MEETING.

We found problems when we were having the meeting. No props, no location recce, no space for lighting in the kitchen… Problems exist… The main problem is the hero prop - A tomato plant. We couldn’t figure if we could find it in town. Just like last time I tried to find a Christmas Pine Tree in October in Hong Kong.

See if we can start the camera on SUNDAY…HAHA.

Haha. My busy life is over. I need to get the money that I am worth to get and then enjoy my life for a while.

The best way to enjoy is to see concerts. Fortunately, there will be many many concerts in coming Winter.

17 Nov - 張震嶽Wild Day Out
8 Dec - 范曉萱Wild Day Out
Nov - Cheer Chen  Concert in Hong Kong
Dec - Wild Day Out 2005

Haha… More than that, we have The Art of Commercials in Agnes B Cinema in coming Nov/Dec. My dear dear friend Enid has bought the ticket for me. After leaving Adbrownies, I have no way to see Shots DVD. I cannot see the best recent commercials… It’s so sad. That’s great to see as many commercials as we can in the cinema with so many other Advertising lovers.

After quitting that terrible job, I just asked myself if I am a difficult girl to work with? I am so down because I cannot gain trust from my previous 2 bosses. I am thinking of leaving this industry. a industry which has been so fabulous and so interesting but now turn out a shrinking industry. I have my ability that can survive in any field of career. I believe I can even I am now in the bottom of my level of confidence.

I love to hug someone. Just to feel his support to me "osmosis" from his skin into me. I found I cannot feel the same frequency with someone. I hope that is just a illusion but not for real. I do love him.

I quit smoke again. I think if I keep smoking, I will wanna die.

I did think this job is interesting, but not. The production is messy, the crew of Paris didnt communicate, the crew of HK didnt communicate, the top guys of two teams didnt communicate too. Is it not professional to ask one more question before action? Asking question is to make things clear, to know what they really need. I believe in communication so I studied communication in university.

Another bad thing happened is the resignation of the production manager. She left us in the middle of the job, with 2 colleague she brought in. It’s terrible. I do think that she is a sweet supergirl, but now it’s totally disappointing.

I messed up the relationship with my biggest freelance employer. We will stop our co-operation for a while, or forever. He tried to be a good communicater in the previous jobs, but he tried to over-controlled me in this job. I dont want to act like a slave that I need to know what he is his goal to act before I act for him. I do ask questions very often to make things go straight to its goal, but he dont understand. Sometimes I will arrange wrong, but just because of I dont understand the logistic of how the things go. It’s because I am still too fresh for this BIG job.

It’s still have a happy thing to say. I know some new friends. The props master are the greatest in the world!! They are really professional and work hard for this messy job. The Assistant Art Director who join us just a few day before the shooting is from my university, he is well-trained from a big production house so he can make all the props just within a few days. The Wardrobe assistant can still work hard and silent after the production manager left us. She just tried to bear all the work and I really love her. The Art Director also tried his best to finish the job, I really appreciate. I should say, it’s my luck to work with a group of people who really work very hard to the end of this job.

I just think everything can be even better if everyone can ask more question before act.

I am working for long long days recently. I will not have holidays in weekends so it’s difficult to meet with friends/boy friend. I am so sorry that I cannot stand by him when he is so sad these days…

Yesterday, when I left my office and going to have dinner with my colleague. Jackie (Eldest sister in 7 sisters) called me. Huh? She should be working in Shanghai for Mission Impossible 3? How come she will be in HK. Then I recognized that May (Second eldest sister in 7 sisters) has come back from China after her freelance job of Andy Lau Concert. That means… we will have 6 sisters together for this dinner!! So I said bye to my colleague saying that I am going to meet with 7 sisters. "Dont emphase you are going to meet girls!!" As they did think that I was going to meet my boyfriend.

Anyway, I jumped into a bus and then went straight to Mongkok.

So great to see them all. 4 of them will go to India next week. Long long time we haven’t sat together and laugh that loud. It made me feel good in my busy life.

I lost a few pounds after my busy work and after back to smoke.