1st Anniversary of my First Love (16 June 2006)
Sunday, June 18th, 2006He kept everything in secret. He just said he will pick me up when I left office.
I have told myself not to expecting anything special. However, because he zipped up his mouth. I was really expecting something special.
He gave me so many questions that night. "Where do you want to have dinner?" "Where do you want to go next?" Hey! You should be the one who planned the day!
So, I tore in The Spagetti House. You see! We had our anniversary dinner in Spagetti House! I didn’t say a word. I have told myself not to tear again in front of him. However, I tore that night because of the disappointment. At the same time, I got a stomachache.
He asked me if we can go to see World Cup Match in the pub, but my stomach was terribly aching. I suggested to go home.
On the bus, I still kept tearing. He asked me why. I told him when we walked home.
I appreciate his patience of comforting me. He promised to change. He is happy when being with me no matter what we are doing. I don’t mind just having a dinner on the special day but please let me know in advance. I will learn not to expecting anything.
Next examination - My 26th birthday on 28 July 2006.